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"You enjoy public humiliation? Well, I'm a sadist who enjoys exhibitionism…

 …and that means you're going to learn to perform in front of crowds ~laughs~

Dozens of shocked eyes looking at you in disgust - Male Humiliation Phone Sex"

 

 

I do definitely look forward to time spent with those deeply into femdom humiliation and for that matter, masochists in general… and the knowledge that they love it too just makes it all the better. As twisted as outsiders might view such a relationship, it can actually be very close, and in a sense can grow to be even more committed than "normal" relationships, due to the levels of trust, dependency, and vulnerability that come to be involved (though things can also sour into annoyance if the slave loses perspective and becomes overly greedy in his need. Remember, submission also means - don't forget your place).
 
There is something very liberating for me in taking firm hold of a degradation whore, letting my darkness go off on him/her… more than just total domination with a nasty sadistic edge, but the freedom to take another human being and use that person as a pure, exploitable object. There is an uplifting sense of power to it that is a mad rush… but one requiring a dominant female with a solid sense of self-control who while enjoying the power, can still behave responsibly… as I can. Plus a "victim" who understands what he is seeking - masochism - and truly wants what he is about to receive… to put things mildly ~smiles~ (idiots who seek out this fetish in whatever form, enjoying the hell out of it while it is happening to them, but who then proceed to freak out soon after, as if everything is everyone else's fault and they had no idea, are a total fucking headache - look before you leap, stupid, and don't let your sexual desires race beyond your reality).
 
My love of exhibitionism makes me especially likely to instigate displays of public humiliation… this can range from simple things like slapping a man in a crowded place and berating him for the worthless fool he obviously is, humiliating him badly under the eyes of all those present (the "audience" being no more than random bystanders totally oblivious to any deeper reasons behind what is going on)… to more complex scenarios that take planning and development over time, an example of which would be financial domination and the setting up of a consensual blackmail relationship - building it up slowly from the point of initial contact… eventually reaching full out financial domination, where the victim is running himself ragged to meet demands… and progressing finally to exposure, where the source of the blackmail is fully revealed, and the victim is left to face the consequences, trapped in whatever resulting degradation was waiting for him (again, even though the words "financial domination blackmail" have an illegal sounding edge to them, the fetish I am speaking of is all consensual and structured every step of the way).
 
Being in public and having an audience always takes things to another level, not just for my target, but also for me. It's bad enough for the helpless victim that he is made to look like a fool in front of me, but when you start adding other people, especially those who have no idea what is really going on, the effect intensifies very quickly. Each pair of eyes is another level of shame, and each gasp, shocked look, and laugh just compounds this further. I like to perform in public as it is… not just because I enjoy sexual humiliation, but because the blend of exhibitionism and sadism is just so damn perfect for me. So doing everything from having sex in public, to being served by a slave in a crowded place that doesn't cater to such things, is welcome to me. As a result, I am quick to train people into public humiliation and develop the exhibitionist lurking within them, primarily because I look forward to it so much myself ~laughs~, but obviously also because if they are really into sexual humiliation, they will get off on it so much more this way.

 

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Continued in Part XXII - Degradation

 

 

"So you like being slapped in public, well who the fuck cares, shithead…

I will show you how I define exhibitionism… it starts with the word 'sadism'…

and ends with you looking like the moron you are in front of a laughing crowd.

This dominatrix sees female domination as a spectator sport ~laughs~ - Public Humiliation"

 

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