"Exhibitionism carries a great deal of attraction for me…

Sexual submission in front of a crowd is always more exciting…

As is the display of female domination and superiority causing it…

whether its BDSM, bondage sex, public humiliation, or - Femdom Strapon"

My Personal Reflections Part IX - By: Domina Amanda
 
I have had relationships with women that have been on somewhat equal terms. These have been with ladies who share a similar lifestyle to me, and much the same general outlook (with other, more "vanilla" lesbian and bi-girls, it always ends up with me dominating them, even if that isn't something they claimed to be into, or what I was necessarily seeking to have. It's just something I can't help. Even when I'm not actively attempting to force my will on another female, she just starts moving towards a more submissive role anyway on her own. I can't help who I am or how people naturally react to me, and I'm not going to alter my behavior when I'm just being myself… so now I just let nature run its course since its going to either way ~laughs~). Overall, I have found these relationships with other strong women to be quite rewarding, though by that I'm not trying to imply that my involvements with submissive women have been anything less - both are wonderful, just not in the same way. There is a big difference between someone who is your partner, and someone who is your slave.
 
As with all the sex in my life, these relationships with more like minded/willed women have also been very intense in the bedroom, though not that inclusive of BDSM and not usually what I would term bondage sex… since the related roles and activities are often not appropriate considering the partners involved. Instead, the sex has been of the more "traditional" lesbian form, but very heated and usually a tad rough on both sides ~grinz~. I like to dig into sex in a somewhat animalistic way when the mood takes me, and the partners I pick in these cases almost always share that penchant, or fast discover they do - adapt and survive ~laughs~. When we have included others, then BDSM usually comes fully into the picture as we both enjoy the slave(s) together in an intense bondage sex atmosphere, pushing each other as we push the limits of our prey. In the same way, I have paired with other women in BDSM clubs to work as a team on a bound submissive - exhibitionism has never been an issue with me, quite the opposite actually. I like audiences… both for the deserving applause I receive, and the added rush of the crowd's attentions and its effect on the subject.
 
I am an unrepentant exhibitionist ~laughs~ and as a result have no problem doing things in public that would shock most people terribly. I used to like BDSM clubs a lot for this reason, but as time has passed, most of the more public ones have come to bore or disappoint me. They can still be amusing, but when in the ones that allow some degree of performance and active involvement, I don't have quite the same urge to participate that I did when I was younger (when I didn't legally belong in them, but oh fucking well). There are a few places that can still be good, especially during private femdom parties, but I think I've become a little jaded. I still very much enjoy playing with and fucking (me "pitching" only) both men and women in front of an audience, be it fully in public, a private gathering, or just before the eyes of a single other person, even a slave. I don't think that's something that will ever change with me.
 
Speaking of exhibitionism, to give you an idea… I've led pets on leashes through the streets and in the parks of New York City… actively participated in the Folsom Street Fair… I wear full fetish clothing out in public… have had slave's openly attend me in restaurants… brought sissy entourages out with me when shopping for clothes… walked hooded puppy slave boys and girls, playing fetch with them, leaving them tied outside shops I've entered… taken surprised crowds through all kinds of reactions with public humiliation displays… received cart rides from pony girls (particularly this one hot as hell tall blonde that was so deeply into it all… fucking shit thinking about her ~laughs~)… regally strolled uptown streets escorted by collared male slave guards… engaged in a wide variety of public domination sex acts centered on my strapon fetish… rigged suspension bondage in dark corners of parks… directed public masturbation performances… and on stages or rooms in clubs, I've done most everything allowed - within reason and the bounds of what fits my preferences… plus much more.
 
Public sexual displays, for me, take things to another level. For some it's the thrill of exposure that exhibitionism brings, the taboo nature of the act, the excitement of seeing the disapproval, disgust or sometimes unexpected interest in the eyes of others… but for me its more the pushing of the envelope, the open display of confidence, command, and superiority… and the challenging of accepted standards as I do whatever the hell I want regardless of the viewer’s shock, embarrassment, or objection.

Domina Amanda

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Continued in Part X - Bondage Sex

"It's natural that you would want to submit yourself to female domination…

Your acceptance of female superiority is your first big step in your training…

 But there is still a long path of submission ahead of you…

Be thankful you have a skilled, strict dominatrix as your guide - Male Sex Slave"